and life has never been better! I think the only thing that is shitty is my relationship where the BF has a female best friend and they are so close I bet he rants to her about me. How nice of him to be constantly talking about me to his bestest mates. And FYI there is absolutely no jealousy involved. I mean you definitely have hostile feelings to a person who hated you the moment you got together with your BF? Worse thing is I have to put up with him constantly choosing her over me in every other way... like when we fight and I initiate the break up, he told me that he would never be willing to put down a best friend for me. Thats not what I would ask or allow him to do anyway but it would be a good idea to just throw everything away temporarily if you really want a relationship badly enough? What is worse is he goes overseas with her alone secretly because there is 'no one else'. Bottomline is stoopid me cannot ever stick to a decision I made and end up putting up with this kind of shittiness.

Then again, im in the prime of my life and not going to constantly worry about all these trivial stuff. So... like before, I shopped till the skies dropped to my feet. Can you ever imagine spending close to 3k in a year purely on shopping??!?! I never realised the cumulative figure till I attempted to count the figures in my expense book. That is excluding my trip to Taiwan btw..

But been curbing my shopping habits so far! In the month of October, I spent a total of $531 compared to previous months of constant $800++.

but I can proudly say that I saved enough over the past 20 years of my life to be able to go on 3 luxurious trips next year. Crossing my fingers! And mummy better stop selling off her precious miles!! :(

Sigh, I wished I was still living the relatively 'high' life. Which basically means no studying... Just pure travelling and meeting insane people who would party the hell out. Yupp, been doing preeeetttaaay crazy illegal stuff. Thats not for any of you to know ;)